The Last Day of School 2014

IMG_8802So there I was 15 minutes before the start of school, reviewing the devotional I was going to use for the last day. It was from the Schaap book and based on the closing verses of Revelation. We started the year in Genesis so it makes sense to end in Revelation. I know right! As I’m reading, oh, dear!! I started getting all choked up… just sitting there at my desk. All that stuff about no more pain, sadness and tears when we finally get to be with Jesus, started to get to me… again.

There was no way I could start the day as a blubbering mess, so Plan B… which was the ‘angel story’ as it’s come to be known. The story really isn’t about seeing an angel in the backcountry of the Smoky Mountains. It’s more about providence, God’s continuing loving care for us. Which until we see him face-to face enables us to endure the things in life that bring us pain and make us sad and cause those tears to flow. God’s providence – today’s (and everyday’s) gift.

Bookmarks

IMG_8824For devotions the other morning I hauled out my old “Intermissions…” book by James C. Schaap. I use it a lot. It’s cover is worn and the spine has been taped back together, but still it’s good stuff. It helps to focus us on God.

While I was waiting for the last of the students to settle in and focus on me, I was checking out the bookmarks I’d stuffed in the book. It caught the students attention, so I reviewed some of my bookmarks with them… the attendance slip from the ’90’s showed Laurie was absent that day. There was a prayer request list… an encouraging note from Pastor Meg … a ‘go fish’ card from a former principal, and on and on…

The bookmarks became the devotions! I reminded them that God was at work in all these ‘bookmarked’ things. I told them that events in our lives help us page back and see where God has been working.

This week is last week of my 40th year of teaching. God has been at work.  I guess it’s a bookmark of sorts for me. It will be a normal last-week-of-the-year week, I’m sure. There’s no party planned as far as I know. That’s fine. It’s going to be a busy week. I think a chocolate chip cookie would be a good way to mark the occasion. Maybe I’ll pick one up on the way to school some morning this week, even though I’m quite sure it will make a crummy bookmark in my devotional book.

Wet Feet and Today’s Gift

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I really didn’t intend to start my morning this way. That’s just the way things worked out when I arrived at school at the ‘crack of (before) dawn’ to get at correcting those social studies papers.

For a week or so, I’ve been eyeing the newly hatched corn in the field next to school, thinking of how to somehow get it into a picture. It never seemed to work out… I had papers to correct before school and places to go after… Never time to stop and shoot the corn… until this morning.  The light was right. Plus, the corn would be too tall tomorrow, maybe.

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So, I made the time and got my feet quite wet splashing through the dewy knee-high grass to do it.

There’s nothing too profound here. Just a couple of pictures. I really didn’t intend to start this way today…with wet feet and all. Sometimes you have to go with the gift that’s given you at the moment. It might not be there tomorrow. Today it was corn before dawn.

The Least of These … A Lesson Learned

Let’s just get this out of the way first thing – my confession. Here it is. I really didn’t want to visit my mother Saturday afternoon. There, I said it. She lives in a nursing home walking distance from where I live. We try to stop by a couple of times a week. However, this week, for whatever reason it didn’t happen. So, come Saturday afternoon, the right thing to do was to go see Mom… and I didn’t want to … but I did, being the dutiful son and all. So, instead of washing the cars, I walked to the ‘home.’

I found Mom in the big room in her usual recliner, feet up, deep into an afternoon nap. The warm room was crowded with residents none of whom we’re watching ‘The Lion King’ blasting away from the big screen TV at the end of the room. Sitting next to Mom was Alice, in her wheelchair, chin on her chest, wrapped in a blanket, sleeping. Alice had two black eyes that looked like the black grease a ball player might wear. Mom said that Alice fell out of bed. This was where I learned my least-of-these lesson.

Jesus taught the original least-of-these lessons in a parable in which a group was commended for feeding the hungry, clothing the poor and visiting the imprisoned. Jesus said that when they did these things it was doing it for him. They were surprised to hear that, I think. I get the impression that these folks figured they were just doing what they do.

I think these ‘least-of-these’ moments happen often. It’s not always the big ones of feeding the hungry, clothing the poor and visiting prisoners, either. Every day there are occasions where people, for some reason, are genuinely in need of something – in need of encouragement, kindness, friendship. I’ve been that person … the ‘least.’ In small ways, God’s work of grace and love gets done in significant ways by people putting other’s needs before their own … just doing what they do. No big deal, just taking care of the least-of-these without even realizing it.

So there we were, Mom and I, chatting, the Lion King roaring from the TV, when Alice opened her eyes and cried out, “Evelyn!” And again, “Evelyn!” My Mom reached over, lifted the blanket covering Alice’s arm and gave it a little rub. Mom’s smile and words told Alice that everything was OK. Alice responded with a relieved smile of her own and nodded off again, content.

It was a small thing really. Alice needed a bit of comfort and my mom was there to give it. No one noticed… except me… and Jesus, for whom Mom was doing this without realizing it no doubt… just doing what she does.

I’m here to humbly confess that this was the place I needed to be on Saturday afternoon. I was the needy one that afternoon. God … just doing what he does … taught me an important lesson, this time about the least-of-these. Thanks, God. Thanks, Mom.

Matthew 25:40 – “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.'”

Monday…

Mondays in my classroom are unique. First of all, it’s wall-to-wall Monday. What that means in my teaching world is I have only a few breaks until the end of the day. I’m with students most of the time. Not all bad, but….

It’s also Prayer Request Monday. What I do first thing in the morning is gather from my students prayer items – concerns, things of thanks, things like that. Then we pray. This has been the routine for the year. It flows rather nicely – review the requests then pray and then begin the day… over and over again… until this Monday.

I don’t think anyone noticed, but there was just a small pause before I began praying, a slight hesitation. The first words stuck in my throat. They couldn’t quite make it out. It was like a pause for a punctuation mark at the end of the sentence, except this was at the beginning. I bit my lip and continued, holding back the emotions. I knew before I started that there might be trouble with this prayer this morning.

You see, at our faculty devotions for the week we were given an update on a colleague’s husband who is dying of cancer. Maybe just a few days left. Tough stuff. She and her husband have been on our prayer list all year. So here I am in my class taking prayer requests from students – my babysitter is having a baby soon, my dog might need to be put to sleep, the softball game went well, getting a new dog in July… Piddly stuff really compared to the horror of cancer and watching a loved one slowly, painfully pass from life into glory.

But here’s the catch… in my throat that is. Strangely, to God Almighty, creator of the universe, it’s all important – sick dogs, pregnant babysitters, dying husbands – all of it, nothing piddly about it! That’s what I realized as I began my prayer that morning. God has it covered, big or little… before we even ask… or know how or what to ask.

That was Monday… Wall-to-Wall and Prayer Request Monday. What the Spirit helped me realize once again is that for God it’s Wall-to-Wall Everyday – no breaks from his children. Doing what’s best for us. All good… Thank you, God.

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Philippians 4:6,7 – Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Just Kiddin’ Around…

Friday morning I heard from a friend that the sheep were out! Not escaped ‘out,’ but out it the pasture! So… after school on Friday a decision had to be made. Sit behind my desk and attack the pile of papers that I had collected that day … OR… grab the camera and go. The following photos show what I decided… And there ain’t one picture of a corrected paper, either!

(Click on the individual picture to get the full size version.)

Welcome Rainy Days

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Welcome rainy days

Sudden, pelting, sheets of rain
…inspires awe, surprise

Misty, drizzle, all day rain
…yields patience, perseverance

Stormy, cold, icy rain
…builds character, integrity

Watering, refreshing, washing rain
…feeds renewal, redemption

Welcome rainy days

What’s in a Name?

The topics of these blogs have been wandering a bit lately from the “Israel 2013” trip themes. I’m thinking I should maybe change the name/look to more accurately reflect my … uh … reflections. Maybe I need to find a more generic title that would encompass anything I have the mind to write about. Like, “Thoughts about Anything and Everything.”

However, I really don’t want put the whole Israel experience in the background either. There are a lot of ways that I’ve been profoundly influenced and affected by the whole experience. Even one year later I know there’s more to say. So, maybe… “Thoughts About Anything and Everything Including Israel 2013.” It’s a bit clunky, not too clever but pretty much covers it all.

I don’t know why I’m agonizing over this. There are few people out there who actually read this thing, I’m sure it’s no big deal. But I’d hate to lead people on either. Someone might see the title and expect some enlightened Israel reminiscing and instead get some silly thing about riding on the train, losing things or navy blue pants. I wonder, do people judge a blog by its title?

I guess I’m going to have to think about this for awhile. In the mean time I’ll keep tossing things out there – maybe things about Israel, maybe about school, maybe more pictures. It could be anything or everything. We’ll see.

Lost (2)

It’s Saturday, middle of the  morning.  I’m at school wrapping up the week and getting things set for next week.  There are no students, parents, grandparents or teachers here.  I had my pick of the parking spots and I parked right up by the curb! Hah!

One of the things I discovered about blogging is that if you put a (1) in the title, as in “Lost (1)”  that implies that there will be a (2).  Not to mention plunking a TO BE CONTINUED at the end, which,  I’m sure has both of you faithful readers on the edges of your seats wondering, “What next?!”  So now I’m stuck with coming up with a fitting conclusion.  Being a firm believer in finishing what I start…. eventually…, here goes.

I found the social studies materials for the rest of the year.  Not lost in the move, just looking in the wrong places.  As for the lost stories, discovered on an obsolete floppy disk, I resurrected those as well.  Thank you to the folks who don’t throw away their old computers.

As for blogging… We’ll see what happens.  There are stories to be told, new ones to write.  Maybe this is as good a place as any for me to do some writing again.  In the mean time, there’s some work to be done here today … and … I have the prime parking spot.

Lost (1)

It’s Friday, a bit after 6 AM and I’m sitting in my classroom typing this after parking across the street and walking in the rain to school… It’s Grandparents Day here at the school where I teach and they need that parking space in the third row of the middle school lot by the light pole where I usually park.  Anyway, this isn’t about that.

I was frustrated yesterday when I couldn’t find my files for my last social studies unit of the year.  Still can’t.  Probably lost in the big move last summer to the new building.  Who knows.  Anyway, this isn’t about that, either.

What it’s about is, I’ve been wondering about this blogging business.  First of all who has time?  Am I going to have to get up even earlier in order to produce this stuff?  Then, why put these things out there?  I’m estimating that this blog has a readership of 2 or 3 give or take 1 or 2,  so, I’m not informing or entertaining the masses.

Last night I had an idea for the next edition of the blog.  In my class the unofficial theme this year has been stories.  I tell stories.  My students tell their stories.  I read stories, some that I’ve written some not.  The kids seem to genuinely enjoy this and I love it too.  A situation came up and I thought of a story that I had written long ago that fit and … hmmmm…. let’s put that on the blog.

Last night I searched all the places that I thought it could be.  Nope couldn’t find it.  I searched the files on the computer.  Not there.  Had I lost my stories?  Then I discovered an old 3.5 inch floppy disc labeled “Stories – Completed.”  Great! I found them!  Then, crap, who has a computer that reads a 3.5 inch floppy disc these days?

TO BE CONTINUED…  since I’m really at school a bit after 6 AM, Friday morning to get things done so that my Saturday can be my own…